I'm Linzy and I like cats.
I made an effort! But it still was kind of blah. But this time I won’t let it all get to me. Remember what’s most important right now.
Remember, life is a journey. If you got everything you wanted all at once there’d be no point to living. Enjoy the ride, and in the end you’ll see these “set backs” as giant leaps forward, only you couldn’t see the bigger picture in the moment. Remain calm, all is within reach; all you have to do is show up everyday, stay true to your path and you will surely find the treasure you seek.
I don’t think that people accept the fact that life doesn’t make sense. I think it makes people terribly uncomfortable.
Getting woken up by my brother beyond wasted banging on the door just sets me off. “I’m not drunk, I’m not drunk” if you weren’t drunk this would of never happened. I admit, I’ve had my days where I’ve been completely shit faced BUT I always had a key and always made it to bed without waking up the whole house.
I get it, I wasn’t the most responsible 20 year old… wait I had a job and went to school full time. I was more responsible than he has ever been in his entire life. He just wants everything handed to him on a silver platter. I can’t deal with the constant stress of him not caring. Today he used my toothpaste. Alright, that’s stupid to get mad at but I’ve told him so many times PLEASE ask to use anything of mine. I do work hard to pay for my own things and he doesn’t get that. I’ve lived my whole life with my brother going through my stuff, stealing my things and using everything of mine. For once I’d like to not worry what’s he going to steal next.